the thought of you...

and what we once had,keeps me up at night.

i drive myself crazy wondering what went wrong in a world where everything was right.

i said, i’d die a thousand times to feel your love,

and come back as a sun ray on the back of your neck.

but the days became gloomy and the rain fell hard.

i’ve never felt such pain in my heart.

like a dagger right through me, i bled for days…

i wouldn't mind...

if your hands were rough when you held me.
i wouldn't mind if your face was scruffy when you brushed it against mine,
or ran your face across the back of my neck.
i wouldn't mind if you had oil, or sweat or paint on your shirt.
i wouldn't mind if you hugged me in it.
i wouldn't mind if you went 24 hrs without showering,
or brushing your hair, or trimming your beard.
i wouldn't mind if you sat around and watched sports on sundays,
or went for a bike ride alone...
i wouldn't mind if you went out with your friends and got drunk, as long as you came home to me.
i wouldn't mind if you burped out loud and didn't say excuse me,
or sneezed without covering your mouth.
i wouldn't mind if you used the last of the toothpaste
or left the shampoo bottles open.
i wouldn't mind if you wore the same jeans 3 days in a row
because you had no time for laundry...
as a matter of fact, i'd do it for you.
i wouldn't mind if you didn't say please or thank you
and i wouldn't mind if you laughed when i was angry
because that's what MEN do.