requerdos...

i remember the first time our eyes met in a different light.
we stared at our feet all night and the minute i decided to look up, you did the same...and we were re-introduced.

i remember the look in your eyes when i said i was down to roll with you.
i remember the ride home.
i remember gettin' there. lying there. staring at the glowing box in front of your bed.
getting comfortable and waiting.

you: "does this feel right to you?"
me: "yeah"

i remember your head in my hands and my head in yours and both our hearts beating prefusely with nerves and emotion,hesitation,confusion,want, and need all at the same time....
when our lips met for the very first time it was like the missing piece to my puzzeled little brain that had been waiting for this feeling for so long.
they fit so perfectly.
moved so perfectly...
it was like it had been premeditated for years.
your hands knew mine.
my hands embraced yours.
and our bodies connected instantly.
all hesitation vanished.
and any question as to weather or not this felt right dissappeard just as quickly.
it was like we already knew each other.
i opened my eyes every once in a while to see the satisfaction on your face.
and then i closed them instantly before you caught me.
i felt like i was where i belonged.
i couldn't sleep cuz all i could think about was you and you were right next to me.
i guess i was just waiting for tomorrow so the feeling would linger into the next day...
which it did.
and into the next.
and the next...
and then....you disappeard.

i then realized, it was only a dream.


be careful what you hope for.